I have been walking this morning with a book in my hand and Laptop on my back, but as usual, I have been occupied with nothing but you: I wish I could say in an agreeable manner. I have tormented day and night. I will never recover from to be so long separate from you......yet with all this devotion to you I cannot persuade myself into any confidence ….
You are to me an intensely desirable... I am not the same to you ..... you can wait — you have a thousand activities & lot more people to take care of you — you can be happy without me. Any party, anything to fill up the day has been enough.
Who have you smil’d with? All this may seem savage in me. You do not feel as I do — you do not know what it is to love — one day you may — your time is not come….
The Sun rises and sets, the day passes, and you follow the bent of your inclination to a certain extent — you have no conception of the quantity of miserable feeling that passes through me in a day —
You are suffering, Because its difficult to find some who care about you as much as I would - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it -When I am with you, I leave aside my contemptuous, suspicious nature.When you are with me I never realized that I am in love with you. By the time I realized I am not with you.I Cannot forget the late night rides on those beautiful roads,Shared meals, With you every day was fun and full of life.Thou I am currently here but you are all over my mind.
We are thus far separated - but after all one mile is as bad as a thousand, - which is a great consolation to one who must travel six hundred before i meet you again. If it will give you any satisfaction - I am as comfortless as a pilgrim with peas in his shoes - and as cold as Charity - Chastity or any other Virtue.”
I cannot forget the moments added to my life. You showed me the value of friendship .I cannot forget cool breeze which flowed thorugh my ears on those late evenings .
You enlighted me with the way of life. And yet I left you because I had no choice at that moment.
It has just struck me,So badly that I cannot stop expressing it.It even made me to come out of my laziness to express how i feel about you.Since then I have been sitting in an easy chair like a fool. I could do nothing,Nothing but to express how I feel about you.
Thou you are not there now. But some day, I am sure we will meet again & Share the moments as we always did.Will be back soon.
With All the love and effection .Miss you Hyderabad.
This is dedicated to who had a chance to fall in love with hyderabad and currently missing it :-)
